I was at some sort of event with my wife and old friends that I haven’t seen in a very very long time, and I saw that my wife’s ex had shown up, and I started getting angry about some thing, and I got into an altercation with him, and I pulled a revolver out And I started shooting at him and I missed all my shots and then he pulled out a Barrett pistol and started shooting at me and while he was shooting at me I was freaking out and I was trying to reload but I had to reload each bullet one at a time And he was able to shoot off 20 rounds while I’m only able to shoot six at a time and so I reload and I go back and I shoot some more and but I shoot so fast I miss all my shots and then he hits me, and like the lower part of my front body where my lung is, and I find it hard to breathe And so I’m shaking and I feel like I’m gonna die and then finally I shoot again but I miss my shots again and he reload and he comes up to me and I don’t have enough time and I know he’s gonna kill me and so I just ask him like amen I’m sorry You know like I fucked up I should’ve done that and so he has sympathy for me and let me live and then I go home and I sleep and I wake up surprise that I’m not dead and then I call my mom and she’s taking care of my babies And then I asked my wife to come in and she sees me and she’s like oh he shot you didn’t and I was like yeah he did and she was like oh you’re so dumb and she like grabs my face and I tell her that I’m sorry and then I woke up
This dream suggests a combination of unresolved emotions, fear, and perhaps a need for forgiveness. The event with your wife and old friends represents a gathering of people from your past, symbolizing a sense of familiarity and nostalgia. The presence of your wife's ex signifies feelings of insecurity and jealousy within the relationship. The anger you feel in the dream may stem from unresolved issues or past conflicts related to this person.
The altercation and subsequent shooting symbolize a desire to assert power and control over the situation. However, your inability to hit your target and the realization that your opponent is more armed and skilled may indicate a perceived lack of control or confidence in dealing with this situation. The struggle to reload the gun could symbolize frustration or a feeling of being overwhelmed by the challenges you face.
The wound to your lower front body represents vulnerability and a deep emotional impact caused by this conflict. The difficulty breathing suggests a sense of suffocation or emotional distress. These feelings may stem from fear of the consequences of your actions or the potential loss of your relationship.
Asking for forgiveness and showing remorse to your opponent suggests a willingness to seek resolution and make amends. This plea leads to the momentary sympathy shown by your wife's ex, but it also underscores the need for self-forgiveness and understanding. The dream ends with your surprise at being alive and the interaction with your mother and wife, suggesting a desire for support and reassurance from loved ones.
Overall, this dream reflects unresolved feelings of jealousy, insecurity, and a longing for forgiveness and understanding. It may indicate a need to address these emotions and conflicts in your waking life to find resolution and achieve a sense of emotional well-being.